Sunday, April 4, 2010
It's the start of April which means 3 months of 2010 has begun . It's gonna be my 17 years of life and I definetly had grown ! :) haha been through lots and had seen lots . Sometimes I wonder what is this whole LIFE thing all about? I mean we are studying hard for our ambition but what's mine? Idk . Things are piling up together and lots have to be done>< 2 months of jc is shit. Good friends leaving , people dying , closed ones changing ! Oh man ! I'm lost and I really dk what to do in life. Lots of people come and go some I wished they would stay but they just leave us too fast. I'm staring out the window thinking to myself . . I just came back from Malaysia and during the trip I did had fun with my family . I felt that it was a well trip. We got stuck in traffic jams but we just waited. Everything was in a very slow pace and I just didn't think of anything but sleep eat play . The moment I reached custom, shucks . I have to hand in this homework, I have to attend meetings on this this this date and everything indeed start piling up when can I live a life of fun and on my own and not just studies future and for someone else's sake? Life is killing me.
(for the pictures in Malaysia and china just go to fb)
Anyway I just hate leavings and goodbyes. I detest ignores and arogance.
Btw, I'll be blogging more often since I can blog easily with I phoneeee:) hahha
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