: EUGENE :

Omg!! It's 11 1o and I just boarded the bus that leave yishun! have to report at 6 plus tml! Wow! I might as well stay in school? The whole week, I've been reaching school early and leaving late. Think I'm gonna die soon:( my eyes are closing and I really wish that June holis can come now! Haha tired of everything. .

*tired of faking a smile*

EUGENE walked through the seasons at 11:11 PM

Hey people ! I'm blogging on the bus! Time is precious. Lol . Anyway yesterday was Monday and Monday just bores me. Reaching school at 7 am and leaving at 630 pm, it's like longer than normal working hours! Close 12 hours within thy compound is just not easy:( Stay strong Eugene and everyone else, it will be over.
These days I felt more and moredistant from everyone else . It seems that whenever I want to get close to that person or I want to protect the relationship we had, everything just turn bad. That person will leave or we will just part. All good things comes to an end but why does those that happen to me just leave so fast? 友情最美好的是能一起创造回忆，最伤痛的是别离后的心情。 Boone will understand what I'm saying haha

Anyway, had this first aid course for sl yesterday. Learnt basic first aid stuffs. Went home slacked. Chat with JunHan and tution!! Anyway I uploaded pictures for Malaysia trip already there are still
More but can go to my fb photos, under 'a break, for a smile' album and enjoyyyy!! Haha is all me and nothing else:D I'm on my way to a place where I can't see the love . On my way to seek happiness from a place without joy .

EUGENE walked through the seasons at 6:48 AM

It's the start of April which means 3 months of 2010 has begun . It's gonna be my 17 years of life and I definetly had grown ! :) haha been through lots and had seen lots . Sometimes I wonder what is this whole LIFE thing all about? I mean we are studying hard for our ambition but what's mine? Idk . Things are piling up together and lots have to be done>< 2 months of jc is shit. Good friends leaving , people dying , closed ones changing ! Oh man ! I'm lost and I really dk what to do in life. Lots of people come and go some I wished they would stay but they just leave us too fast. I'm staring out the window thinking to myself . . I just came back from Malaysia and during the trip I did had fun with my family . I felt that it was a well trip. We got stuck in traffic jams but we just waited. Everything was in a very slow pace and I just didn't think of anything but sleep eat play . The moment I reached custom, shucks . I have to hand in this homework, I have to attend meetings on this this this date and everything indeed start piling up when can I live a life of fun and on my own and not just studies future and for someone else's sake? Life is killing me.
(for the pictures in Malaysia and china just go to fb)

Anyway I just hate leavings and goodbyes. I detest ignores and arogance.

Btw, I'll be blogging more often since I can blog easily with I phoneeee:) hahha

EUGENE walked through the seasons at 8:29 PM

the last time i blogged was 31/1. thats about 2 months ago. Jc life has started and that it's a tough and difficult route.
however i made good friends. a few of them i would really want to treasure. Those times we spent together is just too beautiful to forget. Those pictures we took were just too memorable to delete. Those time spent crapping together is just too wonderful. I feel lost and sad when you left. I lost the purpose of life when i just couldn't see you again. Things are not going well for me. I look perfectly fine from the outside but inside its hurting. The person i thought who will love me,now has a boyfriend. OMG . the more i think about these stuffs the more sad i am . let me try to keep blogging. (:

so i see you son. Saturday perhaps .!!

EUGENE walked through the seasons at 12:49 AM