: EUGENE :

trust me this song is nice.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7X7d7Ul6PmI

EUGENE walked through the seasons at 6:41 PM

i'm blogging belive it or not.!

this is a lengthy post . read and tag if you care (: however i still appreciate you for coming.

its been so long.those long ago post are still under constructions.the JUNE holidays motivational talk workshop is still undone.i'm giving up on that.

Its sucha happening week.
please tell me you love me.
i've been listening to english songs.people are getting complicated.cliques are starting to change.close friends used to be so happy together.everything changes la.the person i trust hurt me again.can this world be like the past?if i were to say i love you will you belive me?anyway alot of things had changed.i made new BFFs.love them lots.studying siao.dance craze.hectic life.new girlfriend.its been so long since im in love.090809 will be the date we are together.it was a very fast thing and everything wasn't prepared.there was no formal propose.no gift.no anything.sorry uhh.perhaps i need time.actually im kind of a fake person now.i wear contacts.i style my hair.i wear nice clothes.its been so long since i wear simple singlets and shorts out.its like my spectacle haven't seen the sun for so long but i have to present myself well,don't i?Os are coming and im totally not prepared.i guess i will fail prelims.happ thing is i A1 for MT.one subject down and 2 bonus points for cca.eating choclate cake now.all alone in my room.i offed the light and i seem to feel like dyying anytime.i sat on the railing of the studio today.EMO-ness rose up in me.i wonder how strong is friendship.they say friendship are more easier to handle then relationship but i guess both dosen't work well for me.when i sit alone i think of you.are youokay?im starting to read.m eng is lousy.and i think i cant blend in anwhere. I GUESS I DUN FIT IN ANYWHERE. im like alone and most of the time i dun find myself imprtant anywhere.i cant do well in studies , i cant dance as well,im not as good looking,i cant handle relationship,i can't fit in in cliques and friendships just dosent seem to last for me,i trust the wrong person,im being ignored by people,im forgotten . haha. emo aren't i? but all the love dosent seem to appear. all i wish is to live in mmy dreams.die now? haha. opss .7th month. haha. like i sAY,smiles are for the world and tears should come in right now.if one day i break down i guess its just because i cant hold on to tears much longer.

I'll stop . thanks for tagging people.2309 is coming -presentssss! haha.jkjk

EUGENE walked through the seasons at 10:56 PM