Tuesday, May 12, 2009
我会放弃。让你在生活的各个领域里得到你自己最想要的，也同样是我得不到的。其实，这些都已成了定局，我根本没有权力在这里说什么，因为，你本来就已经比我好。我慢慢的事去生活里所有的方向与目标，从我得到消息的那一天，我的世界从此不同。我没有想过会是你，是你，让我觉得生命毫无意义，但却不能怪你，不能让自己的感觉流露出来，装起了武装，然后继续微笑，期盼着某某某来到我面前安慰我，问我‘我好不好’让我继续努力，但也迟迟不来。。心里一直无法平静，心里都是牵挂，都是他和她的画面。我无法专心，无法过自己的生活，无法在跟谁说我是真正的快乐。 我已经彻彻底底的放弃自己的人生了
Today had social studies paper. i can't finish and is going to fail. studied with a few classmates at the basketballcourt and went for chem. nothing which i studied came out and was freaking hard. 我真的慢慢在荒废一切。went to kopitiam and ate with yz,rg,benji,joeyi,xy.bel,jm,nicolsan.then after that we all go voiddeck talk and play,then got one anuty come cold us then we continue to play and talk . then went home . watched pokemon and tv. slept. and i got freaking eyebags. im so gonna die. and after that went to sleep.woke up and blog. im gonna study history and revise a little on maths. as much as possible, im just going to do art every 3 am. i hope i can tahan if not i wun be able to domy art! jiayou everyoe.
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