Saturday, May 2, 2009
hello. its been so so so long since i posted. okayy. i agree . laziness overcmes me. exams have started and i thinkit wasn't a good start..but i think i will try harder..OMG! im so not in the mood to study. things just get worse and worse. People are starting to face friendship problem. relationship problem and studies, time management and such. i guess o level year is indeed very stessful . too much for us to take it. the laughters seems to dissapear. Awkward silence seems to increase. When i sang in the bathroom today, i looked into the mirror and felt so NOT myself. verything seemed to have change. the feel of my voice dissapear. i think that's the only way i let my feelings out? i stone-ed halfway throught the song. i can't find the right thing to do now.. whenever there's people around, i tend to hide my feelings. i think some other pople are doing that too. we'll smile and pretend nothing has happened. i've always thought i could trust you and you'll always talk to me.cheer me up. mayb i think too much..haha. i guess you have your problems too. but you just wun let me what's wrong and i dun think is good cause ishare with youall minor things and you are not sharing with me the things you find it sad or. . ya. but atleast you can talk to me and tell me something ... not just kkeep quiet like you know. you dun trust me and things. ><>
在世界上，我明白了只要会包装的很勇敢，外面看起来是快乐，无忧无虑的，所有人就会认为里面也是一样的。 今天，有人告诉我‘你很快乐的hor?没有烦恼，很好leiis.’我傻眼了。似乎好像没有人看到里面，里面的痛，不愉快，不开心，都在一个微笑被忽略。被搞笑掩饰了。
所以我超喜欢罗志祥的搞笑。
那一条牙膏 在对我傻笑
嘲笑我永远用不掉
想睡就睡 想闹就闹
好快乐少了人唠叨
蓝色的碗盘 多买了一套
我忘了没人陪我通宵
要多少替代的丑角 无辜的陪笑
才会让我能真的忘了你的好
我在搞笑 藉着热闹 掩盖着心跳
边哭边笑 偏要说着 一个人真好
当人群散了 突然觉得我可以死掉 我受不了
还在搞笑 害怕回家 不知怎麽熬
这麽多年 早就习惯 有你的撒娇
我想我能熬 但是至少要让我知道 你好不好
我们的小狗 食量变好小
眼神里常常显得无聊
牠习惯睡觉的床尾 少了一双脚
所以牠常常看着门口睡不着
我在搞笑 藉着热闹 掩盖着心跳
边哭边笑 偏要说着 一个人真好
当人群散了 突然觉得我可以死掉 我受不了
我在搞笑 却在醉後 眼泪拼命飙
你的离开 失去多少 我计算不了
忙完了一天 突然觉得又何必辛劳 对谁炫耀
还在搞笑 是否拥有 麻痹的疗效
唱一夜歌 却避不开 催泪的曲调
我彻夜胡闹 希望听到有人会提到 你好不好
i've just have to be okay alone..hopeless.dreamless.dissapointless
EUGENE walked through the seasons at