: EUGENE :

今天才发现，原来我曾经为一个人，改变了自己，不久，又为另一个人，改变自己，慢慢的我已经忘记了最开始的我，忘了自己喜欢的到底是什么？到底做了这些，值不值得？

EUGENE walked through the seasons at 6:40 PM

SECOND POST OF THE DAY。我觉得我疯了，我爱上不该爱的人，我相信不该相信的人，我把陌生人当作自己最好的朋友，我觉得这次我真的要学会如何STAND ALONE。也许，我会更幸福，更快乐，如果你看到这个POST，快跟我说话因为我不能没有你，我真的很累，没时间关心这些事。我以前什么都告诉你的，现在我真的要学着自己靠自己。。

EUGENE walked through the seasons at 10:46 PM

IGNORE THIS POST..im crapping things that dosent concern anything bout myself or school .
err. today i walked home as during pe, i left my wallet card with rong guang. and he left before me. .i didnt realise it too until i was about to bus home. yes, and i survived one day with no communication with you and i totally am dissapointed with myself for not wanting to start a conversation or something. okay i'm totally like not myself anymore. i cant concentrate in class cause i didnt know wether to start a conver anot..i know i shouldnt do that. but ya..i walked home as i said earlier an i thought of everything. i walked expression-less-ly home and you know its all about you.ha. my mind was blanked halfway and there's a few times i totally almost got bang down by the car. haha. iwas like 'how lucky can i be' ya whatever.
see you=D

EUGENE walked through the seasons at 7:12 PM

你好，哈哈，我今天心又受伤了。友情真的真的很脆弱。我想是我的错吧，我追问太多，我太关心，也许你认为我应该可以接受那种话，那你继续吧。我没有必要听你炫耀，我知道你很多人追，但是身为朋友的你，关心一下我好吗？你从不多问我一句，但我却对你千依百顺，我想我真的疯了。我也决定了，从这个星期开始，一放学就回家，不想在任何地方看到我不想看到的人，我会少跟你说话，我答应没有必要的时候，决定不会出现在你生命里，也许这也是我存在的唯一价值吧，给人利用就是最能贡献的。我真的真的哭了出来。我真的真的受伤了，你永远不会了解我，我还没遇到对的爱情和友情吧。

EUGENE walked through the seasons at 12:28 AM

okay. lots of thigs happened..i've got nothing i can do.. things are very terrible. i've faked a smile for the whole day. but no matter what happen, BENJAMIN CHUA JUN YI, i want you to know, we will always be friends like forever okay? and rmb what i say..okay. good luck in your everything.i really hope we can stay like what we always have been=D

hhaa. i know i am random but.. ya i treasure all my friends. i mean ALL.BTHL!ICECREAM FAMILY! ANNIE DANCE SPORT! ENTRE GANG. DOGE! ESSS? 4e3/2e5.whatever. as long as you view m blog i'm touched and you're loved.

good luck in evrything.

EUGENE walked through the seasons at 10:20 PM

大家好，今天满开心的。我有机会顺利的考进理工学院。但却一直在可上，心不在焉。我很累。我怕看到一个我不想见的人。我每次想放弃时，她总会出现在眼前，让我措手不及，又一次遇到爱神的剑。。*我受不了这样的折磨。
*所以现在我不要梦想因为我学会了
*有梦想就一定会有失望

*i never go think so much ler.
*be it hopes or dreams,its all about studies. nothing else.
*cause relationship does not exsit in my dictionary be it love,friends,family and even hope and dreams or anything like longlasting and blissful lovers are just not ffor me.

EUGENE walked through the seasons at 6:53 PM

大家好。现在我可以用华文沟通了。我好想说我很想要快乐但是我很辛苦。我不是真正的快乐，谁知
道。。我最近，心情超不好。但是我好像喜欢上一个我刚认识的人。哈哈其实我也不知道我自己在想什么。。很乱。我的世界已经被她毁灭了。。我的心真的受伤了。

EUGENE walked through the seasons at 10:39 PM

i'm really tired..wo bu xiang zai yan xia qu le. wo zhen de bu xiang guo zhe zhong sheng huo le. ru guo ni you shen me yao gen ni de peng you shuo de na ni jiu shuo ba . wo yi jing ma mu le. zhi yao ni bu yao gu yi zai wo de sheng huo li chu xian wo ying gai jiu hui xue zhe man man wang ji ni ba..

ok if people ou can read this then haha.you're good.

EUGENE walked through the seasons at 11:14 PM

its been so long since i posted. but seriiously i'm beggining to be more hapy as i forget you. okay we will be friends and i think the rest will leave it to whoever who can decide and let nature takes its course. i will be happy and people please cheer up cause there'e nothing to sad about. i may be not be happy but i think time will heal everything. seriously the apperance of yours distrupted my life. give me some time i will forget you . totally. and friends who are sad. be like be .stop wasting itme and stay happy. its like everyone is going through the same thing for all i knw but you know. we'll pull through you see.
=)

EUGENE walked through the seasons at 10:34 PM