Thursday, February 26, 2009
i've learnt many many things today.its too much to fast.if hte time woulld stop or go back.everthing might not be the same.if i never sepped into 1e2'o8 things may not be the same.whatever. seriously. i've learnt not to take things for granted. i now treasure friends more then love.i know i am wrong. i am. indeed. i feel useless.im sorry .i need you more than anything else. i swear.i know hard work does NOT pay off.i failed my art altough i had sleepless nights for days and weeks for it.sometimes giving up will be a better choice.it goes for both achedemic and relations.things have changed.if you are reading this and you are still angry with me .i apologise. i sincerly apologise.at least repl me?pls.i think one day like that kills me.without your smiles and encouragment i think i can di off at that split second.i never blamed you at all. from the start,i seriously can't move.can't tudy can't do anything. i stared at the food and walked off.i stared at the homework but my hands did not move.i'm like a body without soul.nothing gets into my brain now.i swear.you are the one i turn to everytime but now its diffrennt.you are the one i relied on now its diffrent.i thought friends go tru thick and thin together.i need you this very moment.seriously.
ok i sound so gay but its jsut what i want to say laa.i'm trying to get some slepp so pleas at least let me know you are ot angry or anything with me.
i cried.twice a day.i'm confused.do you reall concern me or..
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