Winter

Friday, February 27, 2009

i've done it.i've smiled and joked for a day and i did live a da without even smiling at you.i lived a day without saying hi to you. i lived a day where i bluffed everybody that i dun like her.she is still in my mind. stone now and then to think of crazy things i've done.i heard a story today. this person was like saying, walt disney failed before it became so successful. the person said, if you perservere, you will get the result and adding on, she said altough the first few perserverence might not pay off but as long as you continue, the result you want will be in your hands. therefore i belived. i tried.i tried.but the outcome is stll the same. i've changed for you. and frinds thanks for being wit me. i'll try to move on.
EUGENE walked through the seasons at 1:54 PM

Thursday, February 26, 2009

i've learnt many many things today.its too much to fast.if hte time woulld stop or go back.everthing might not be the same.if i never sepped into 1e2'o8 things may not be the same.whatever. seriously. i've learnt not to take things for granted. i now treasure friends more then love.i know i am wrong. i am. indeed. i feel useless.im sorry .i need you more than anything else. i swear.i know hard work does NOT pay off.i failed my art altough i had sleepless nights for days and weeks for it.sometimes giving up will be a better choice.it goes for both achedemic and relations.things have changed.if you are reading this and you are still angry with me .i apologise. i sincerly apologise.at least repl me?pls.i think one day like that kills me.without your smiles and encouragment i think i can di off at that split second.i never blamed you at all. from the start,i seriously can't move.can't tudy can't do anything. i stared at the food and walked off.i stared at the homework but my hands did not move.i'm like a body without soul.nothing gets into my brain now.i swear.you are the one i turn to everytime but now its diffrennt.you are the one i relied on now its diffrent.i thought friends go tru thick and thin together.i need you this very moment.seriously.
ok i sound so gay but its jsut what i want to say laa.i'm trying to get some slepp so pleas at least let me know you are ot angry or anything with me.
i cried.twice a day.i'm confused.do you reall concern me or..
EUGENE walked through the seasons at 9:18 PM

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

yupp. i said i won't be emo. today i seriously passed through a day of emo-less. i tried my best not to emo. i did(i hope i did)and put up a strong face in front of others. seriously i will just be like today.everyday will try as hard as possible to be like today. i hope you will be happy. thats all i want. anyways ya.i'm happy from now on cause i will not like you neither i will put you in my mind ( if i could laa.)i seriously want you to be happy but i think you are now..haha.stay funn=)

bye people
EUGENE walked through the seasons at 7:05 PM

Monday, February 23, 2009

hello,
a few days since i've blogged.Friday went sch and singing. Ct hair after that and its super ugly .i swear!then went home.bla bla bla..saturday went to dance and then perform.sunday stayed at home he whole day.wanted to watch movie but end up no. ate with parent and sister at tmall and bought a new phone.bought a new printer as well=) today went to school, bought drinks and then do excercise. went back to sit then go back to class for english its not as boring.went through oral skills.maths went thru homework and started a little on vectors. then poa teacher never come but got 3 practices which i finished, recess studied at the new 'terrace' which i am going to do it gain tml.as thre will be physcs test. then had phsics which we learnt on electric current. assembly had a crime talkthing and chatted with some of the 3e4s beside . RIse mr luds was angry and we did the physics ws in class and then go tru the exams thing. my exams are gonna end at 11 nov and will be starting ard early june for mt and early aug for the rest. continued studing for chem after ris and had chem test. was okay and i think i will get 20 and above? haha.anyway went art room after that and joeyi,xiyan,bel,jiajie,yikzhen,nicolsan,jiaman and me went eat.then make my phone then went home and do maths hw and studying for phy later.haha..all the best people..

I will not be emo anymore =)

haha.thanks.taggs.
EUGENE walked through the seasons at 8:52 PM

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

today and yesterday was just like anyother day.want to know what happen in school,? i wil blog when i have time you can just go to benjamin's blog if you want!
just want to write out soemthing.thanks for those who think i am still good cause i really am.but those who think i've changed, i'll prove to you i've not.anyway, whenever i walk past her, stand close to her, i feel her presence in the air.but she dosen't seem to notice me.is it me or.. yahh..i'mm just writing crapp.igonre!just to note that i'll never give up until the day i see you going out with some other guys.my heart is with you but now i just do not want to break the relationship btw us.i dun mind staying this way, at least i know i'm at least at a space in your heart.i'll continue to love.

HOMEWORK OFFICIALY SUCKS!
i'm tired of art!seriously i'm to tired to go on.
EUGENE walked through the seasons at 9:15 PM

Sunday, February 15, 2009

today is a nice day
i woke up at like 12 wanted to go for dance but my dad did not wait for me so i didnt go. so i joined my friends early.1 when my mum came home she started saying how silly am i to not go for dancing and join my friends but she must understand me. i'mno longer a kid and i know what is more important. also not say i everytime miss lesson.one time also won't die ma.so once she come back and nag, i left . i bought a present for BENJAMIN.sorry for the last minute present. then after that i go up the bus then i called cindy they at one bus stop away so i go down and waited for ALICIA! she is damn slow haha.*alicia pretend you never see this* after that bus to downtown with CINDY ,CHEWYU ,ALICIA and then met BENJAMIN.passed him the present and gave him a hug cause the girls wanted us to!.end up i keep the present for him. went to meet the rest(SHAUN YONGHAO YIKZHEN) then go eat JUsT ACIA(?) then liek took a long time to eat cause they offer free flow of ICE CREAMM! then yikzhen keep eating the once someone go and take, benjamin also take.!they eat super alot.and benjamin can finish 3 scoops of icecream in 3 mouth! is like WTH!! then we went to rent bikes. due to valentine's, there were very little bike so all of us waited awhile and we got our bikes and SHAUN bladed!.after that when we coming back, ME BENJAMIN YONGHAO came back very fast. YIKZHEN CINDY CHEWYU followed .and the girls were lost before they see yikzhenn. then ALICIA went missing. she over shot and yikzhen saw but didnt tell her.lol.then called her and came back after SHAUN. returned the bikes and went to change. walked to pasir ris mrt and i dropped my wallet. but luckily, the girls saw and picked up for me.
in the train i took pictures of the rest. reached plaza sing and met XUNWEI then we knew there was no movies that we can watched as it was fully booked then we went to cathay and could not decide. so we go play arcade. i dunknow why i see all these couples let me emo. after that when we about to go, i found out my wallet lost!! then was like ok at least my ezlink card is wth me. so i'll just have to wait for moday to go to the bank and make a new one. went outside plaza sing and started taking pictures and group photos. its all very nice and i love all of them. thanks for being with me. trained home and i think i became crazy. then wanted to go cindy's house but end up never go. so me chewyu cindy go walk at pasar malam. then i waited for chewyu bus to come while i sit at the busstop for awhile more for i dun know why then walk home, buy ramly burger and came home chatted and i got stuck in my room.my family tried to unlock for me and the whole door spoiled and at last i'm out! sleep.


today i woke up.listened to music,finished all the hw that must tml pass up and then later got event .it is boring. i think i will have to do art laterr..

tata ..tags please=)
EUGENE walked through the seasons at 2:48 PM

Friday, February 13, 2009

i suddenly feel so unhappy.we're really drifting apart.i think i've really passed your life.i think i'm meant to be a passerby from the start is just that i've stayed f=longer for awhile everytime. i think i'll just move and not stop by anyone's life anymore..


EUGENE walked through the seasons at 8:29 PM

its just like any other day today mt did test.was difficult and i prank-ed the teacher.then before chem, ICE CREAM family exchanged gifts.benjamin gave me a flower,a bear and a box of chocolates.thanks.i bet its damn expensive. BENJAMIN I WILL GIVE YOU YOUR PRESENT TML! JOEYI LEE HOPE YOU LIKE YOUR PRESENT. socialstudies did another SEQ test and then continue chapter on venice.VENICE is a interesting place i will go if i have the chance. LEft early andwent canteen to sell ballon and chocolates! PROFITED. then after that packed up which takes 1 period and go for poa.did nothing but teach again.seriously MR TEO is wastiing my time! after school bus-ed home and go for singing lesson.Learnt new song.then after that come home thats it..
HAPPY ADVANCE VALENTINE'S/FRIENDHIP DAY!!
thanks for the presents and hope you guys like the presents.lovesss.
EUGENE walked through the seasons at 6:33 PM

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

seriously i think i have changed.its not for the better, its the worst.i just dun know what happened.my words becomes mean, i gets angry easily and dun think about other people's feeling now. i think i'll just shut up alright. anyway school was just school today. i have hw and more things to do so i'll see whenn i'll blog long long again.anyway there's cca tml.PEOPLE PLEASE TAKE NOTE!!lovess
EUGENE walked through the seasons at 9:30 PM

Monday, February 9, 2009

its damn tiring. life is short and we should laugh.but i just can't there is too many things to stress about and too many things to do. i want to tell her i love her but i dun want to change the relationship btw us now.its just dun seems like it is the same.seriously i just want to hang out with my friends.till late night.or spend time alone.maybe think about it..people we shall all be happy together ok?thanks friends although i dun know how long it will asts but however this time i will really treasure you guys and cherish it all.seriously.i love her.help me tell her..
EUGENE walked through the seasons at 10:49 PM

Sunday, February 8, 2009

FRIDAY
school.which i basically talk crap through out . scold people gl here and there cause sch is simply bored!. had tempreature taking which was PURELY wasting TIME!! then mt do compo. chem go phy lab do practical cause we need to use the data logger. then ss was so cool.i critise(?) peixuan like shit. but was just joking so don't take it too hard and miss wani almost say the F word. recess go with ice cream family agiain while benjamin is doing his duty. 2 periods of poa. do the bad debts thing and went to meet mdm ong after sch to discuss bout cca thing. went singing class after that. went home rested and go lionel's kor(my cousin) 21 st birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! Had fun played alot of games and went home at 3 plus . slept and here comes saturday.


SATURDAY
went dance and came home. went for a performance at potong pasir cc and then go to chole's house and waite for my dad to came pick us up. after that went to lionel kor's chalet again and played and watched tv. see kelvin kor's picture from vietnam,taiwan and hawaii. serously i want to go taiwan. went to sleep and then its sunday
SUNDAY
i'll blog later if i have the timee(its half the sunday only.)talking to benjamin online now.haha

MOOD
there's like so many people at the chalett when i went there on saturday. its like he's so close to his girlfriend and there's alot couple there. i seriously do not wish to see couples being very close to each other and like when the're in front of me. its not that i will be angry but i will just have this very weird sense of feeling. i seriousl do not know what happens to me and what has made me the way i am. not that i'm emo i just think that why can't relationship lasts? friends love family relartives they all look fragile a touch and it will break.i tried to be strong but .. i just wish to go to a place where there's only me and me.and its like annie dancesport is not the same anymore.the excitment and things have slowl dissapeared.
EUGENE walked through the seasons at 1:16 PM

Thursday, February 5, 2009

tosay was interesting and filled with energetic. i should not blog much i just had fun with ice cream family and ya everything went well just that im too tired to blog. everything was okay. i love everyone and contacts is coming tomoorow! see ya!

TAGG thanks
EUGENE walked through the seasons at 9:14 PM

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

hello, for today there's nothing much that had happened in school. will not update in detail. art is drawing, mt is workbook, chem is go tru the quiz which i got 9.5 out of 18, pe did shuttle run and sit and reach. passed both. recess was rather boring. eng is worse and maths did test. after that ate with ICE CREAM famly and then went for cca. collected forms and had the ballon sculpturing course. was okay at the starting and i got 2 prizes. then do a bee and then a heart and candy and then a puffer fish. tilll the back i became restless. hanged in there. walked with jiaman to esso and bus-ed home.slept and wake up.blogging.doing hw later.i really need to sleep more!!anyway JOEYI LEE asked me to blog about her so here you go!she's my patner and keeps stealing my pens.

i'm lying through m teeth when i say i'm okay.do you know that? i laugh and joke is to make sure no one sees my sadness.did you know? i'm not someone when you need to talk or vent your anger on me then you come looking for me. i'm not going to do this thing anymore.
and why are you not replying to my mesages? hey c'mon we're best friends for life a moment ago and now why do you have to do this. hey just reply me alrights
EUGENE walked through the seasons at 9:09 PM

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

today was like any other day.

maths
went through the tougher part of standard deviation.
did a few excercises.
everything went okay and did pay alot of attention in it.

MT
slacked !! but i still got listen abit and is doing a reflection on the chapter one. which isn't difficult.so was okay.it was GROUP WORK! i did it with benjamin, jiaman, shaun and jionglin. and had ice cream family picked each other to buy a present to that person on 13 feb. it was a secret so i'm not telling who i will buy for. but i promise i will get all of you at least a card no matter ICE CREAM FAMILY or BTHL.

history
did SEQ. haven't finish. but was nice spendng time with jiaman, yikzhen and yuyang.


EUGENE walked through the seasons at 7:55 PM

Monday, February 2, 2009

i haven't been happy since chinese new year. either than collecting ang paws this and that, nothing has been happy. i swear. after i blogged that day, sunday, which is yesterday had a performance which i had to dance and sing like at 296 but the stupid person said 269 . -.- then we rush here rush there. seriously, performance getting worse and worse not the item itself but the mood and everything dosen't seems to be there.after that went home and rest. went to chloe's house and go to the chef association performance. it was okay but i serioously think that we're drifting apart. if you have the same feeling as me, yes! indeed we are not as close as before for i don't know what reason . you want come and tell me? -.-
went home, chiong hw and slept.
today normal monday. after school got chem practical. failed the test and im super super depressed laa. after working so hard for it, i don't see the results. its like my efforts goes down the drains. i just don't feel like paying attention anymore. wasting so musch of my brains cells and ending up getting such a lousy marks. then was like damn emo. but thanks to all who had comforted me. 4e3 esp. ICECREAM FAMILY and mubarak. physics was okay. i love mr tann laa.he evertime will singpraises to work well done which means how much effort means how much reward. so physics is much better than chemm!after that was art. had a long long time deciding wether to go anot but in the end yes i did and i even almost completed my one of the sketch. of course with the help of gabriel, jiaman, rg, all the rest of the dnt students. i seriously credits is to all my friends cause their support is the best encouragement. we may not be that close but seriously thanks. went to mac aand eat with the dnt students. chatted and slacked went home had a argument with my sister. cause of maths tb. i don't know wether is it my fault anot but ya, maths is just very important to me and upholding my image is still important. and doing hw consistenly is one of the new year resolution. ok i'll stop now! time for hw and i swear and promise i'll change blogskin once im done with my maths and eng. i'll leave those thats not pass up tml to do it only tml cause i don't have the mood to do it now. i want sleep!!

good night people all the best.
EUGENE walked through the seasons at 10:51 PM

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